Yesterday I went to get blood drawn in advance of my next nephrologist appointment, and the girl checking me in was a former student from back when I used to sub far more regularly. Turns out, she’s a junior in college now, which made me think about how many years have passed. I first met her back when she was in middle school, before I went to grad school, and before so many other things in my life. But apparently that’s the way life works sometimes. You turn around, and ten years have passed. Fifteen years ago, I graduated from high school. Almost fourteen years ago, my son was born. Ten years ago, I got my BS Ed. Eight years ago, I left my last retail job. Five years ago, I started my MA. Three years ago, I finished my MA, then I started teaching at the university. Two and a half years ago I got married. Time keeps on, even though it doesn’t always feel like it. I’m sure there’s a knitting metaphor in there somewhere.
This semester has been grueling to say the least. Teaching four classes and taking one, while trying to find the time to also be a mother and a spouse. No wonder I feel exhausted so much. But I’m coming down to the end, and hopefully there will be knitting time. There are so many things I want to make and finish that I know I’ll never get to them all. And yet, there will be nothing so glorious as waking up on my first free day, and thinking of all the ways I could spend my time.
Hi, my name is Abby, and I’m addicted to starting new projects.
They say the first step to recovery is admitting you have a problem, right? Well, I have a problem with starting projects but never finishing them. My house is littered with unfinished projects. I keep needing to find new project bags to hold the projects I’m not finishing. Some are in time out while they think about what they’ve done wrong (I’m looking at you, Wool Eater Blanket), or because I’m hesitant about continuing after making a modification to the pattern (yes you, Longitudinal Socks), or even because the yarn is bleeding on my hands while I knit (that would be you, Pan Am Jacket). There’s also the spinning that’s been in a bag for over a year because… well, because. Or the other socks that are sitting unfinished because I just know that they’re a little too big (and then I’ll insist on machine washing and drying them and they’ll shrink down which will solve the problem). Or the giant shawl that will take me years to finish, so why rush. And that’s just the fiber projects.
Last night I was venting to the husband person about feeling a bit lost at the moment, and he called me out on my startitis. He also issued a challenge: finish some of the projects that are already in progress before starting anything new.
So that is my new goal. I will (finally) finish projects that I have tucked into the odd corners of my house. And to hold myself accountable, I will document them as I finish (or as I make significant progress). And hopefully, this will help me in other areas of my life as well, where I have other unfinished projects.
I think I’ve been spending too much time on Pinterest lately, because yesterday I pulled out my embroidery floss to make friendship bracelets. Yes, friendship bracelets. The kind I used to make back in intermediate school, especially when I was daydreaming in my gifted class. Yup, I was that kid. Fortunately, the technique was easy to pick back up again. Then I got a little bored, so my conveniently Steelers-colored one is still unfinished. Maybe I’ll finish it today.
I made some others, too:
Now that the weather is finally warming up, I can start to lay my knitting out on the back porch to dry.
This is my first complete Tunisian crochet project. The yarn is Knit Picks Bare Fingering. Stroll maybe? I don’t remember, to be completely honest. It’s fingering weight. I dyed it myself. I’m still not sure what I’m doing with the finished product. There’s a decent chance I may give it to a friend.
I also finished the Scarf of Emotional Trauma at the Hands of British Television. (It was originally called the TV Watching Scarf, but this name is so much more descriptive.) This the scarf I worked on while watching Sherlock Series 3 and Downton Abbey Series 4. At Zack’s suggestion, I will be giving it to his aunt later today. I can only hope that the angst came out in the wool soak this morning. It was a lavender soak, so that should help right? (Seriously, Downton series 4 was a bit traumatic for me – I really hate the idea of giving bad energy to anyone.)
The thing that gets me about this yarn is how shiny it is. To the point that I can’t get a decent photo that accurately shows the colors. It’s crazy. The yarn is Wollmeise Sockenwolle 80/20 Twin. A grad school friend sold it to me my first year in the program. It’s made a great scarf. The lace pattern definitely opened up with blocking. This is a pattern that I improvised. I’m thinking of knitting a second version then maybe farming out a test knit so I can publish it.
My birthday is a week away, and since I was in the vicinity of one of the few local yarn stores still doing business in my area, I decided to pop in and treat myself to some happy birthday yarn:
I decided on my way down that this year I would treat myself to some Malabrigo lace yarn, if there were a few hanks in stock. After circling the store a few times, I finally spotted the lace and sock weight yarn in the corner to the left of the register. Then I discovered the gorgeous blues pictured above. Unsure exactly of what I would make with this yarn, I decided the three hanks would be enough. It’s not going to be enough for a massive lace shawl, but I’ve made more than enough of those to last me a while, so these hanks will probably be used to make either a rectangular or half-circle shawl. Something that I might actually use, since the large circular shawls don’t seem to get that much love in my wardrobe. Now I just need to find the right pattern, although trolling Ravelry has given me a few leads (including one option in a magazine I already own).
The other hank, a Heritage Silk Paints, I just had to buy because it’s in Ohio State colors. That will probably find its way into a scarf for my sister.
When I bought my tablet, my hope was that I would be able to use it for work purposes and maybe not have to drag my computer around so much. That has sort of been the case. But another use that I’ve found for it is that it enables me to access my knitting patterns much more easily, especially if I’m taking my knitting on the go. This is especially convenient if I’m using pdfs or knitty patterns that I don’t want to have to print out. Or if I’m just being lazy. It’s also very useful when I travel, because it keeps everything in place. I must say, it has proven to be an unexpected upside of splurging on my tablet.